Fool's hope

Just to look you in the eyes again,
Seems impossible
You are not dead
You did not move away
You're somewhere - anywhere
I have no idea where.

Just to hold your face in my hands again
Seems surreal
I am not dead
I did not move away
I'm here - everywhere
I'm here.

Just to hug you again
Seems like a joke
You are far
And I am a feared
That we are doomed
No, I am doomed.

Maybe one day ill look you in the
eyes again,
Maybe one day ill hold your face
in my hands,
Maybe one day ill hug you
and feel you again,
Maybe one day ill know what it means
to gain again,