Damaged people are dangerous
They can survive anything
Extreme emotional torture is like
Green eggs and ham
Which i do not like Sam - i am.
You already lost your trust and faith in anyone
But yourself ... of course.
You cannot be vulnerable , but you are
Just for being so cautious
Its also a paradox that describes women
You are so used to the pain
You are nothing without it
A vital component is missing ...
Give me my pain again and again
So you slowly become a masochist
You cut yourself
You punish yourself
You want it bad - the pain
After all its all you know
Everything else is unfamiliar and strange
You know nothing of happiness , reformation and joy
How could you when you are afraid
So you prefer what you know than what you don't
Masochist . . .
All the beauty in the world couldn't save you
All the money that you have can't pay you
Nothing works but pain . .
When i think about it i always want to cry
But when i do i punish myself for it
Weakness
The cliche says someone will fix you
But i say .. really?
Sentimentality is poison.
you cant be an end unto yourself.....you also cant suppress your own life with the anchor of fear since its not worth living..yet you also wont have the cojones to pull a trigger to your head since ur sick of what your life is becoming....damaged people see it as so because they see that everyday is another attempt to scale the Gates of Hades...i believe (despite me not knowing what others have gone through.. nor they knowing about me) as long as your breathing in the morning everything else is a plus...damaged people have to show character for even the cold shoulder of life cant take that away from u...it just shapes it.....only u.. can fix yourself..
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